Sad and Happy

It is sad and it is not……..and it goes as below…..

My love wanted to do her MBA summer internships in finance in sync with her choice. And due to her college placement cell super brains, she now has to do it in Marketing. The time given to decide to sign up for the program was a day and one was needed to procure the offer letter if at all one chooses to do it somewhere else or else sign it. We were counting on a few contacts which we had as options but getting corporate things done in a day is herculean. I can understand that money matters and colleges and universities are tools of earning big and recruitment and trainings are the season to go for the kill. Sadly, a candidate would always find it difficult as it is about his/her career. She is sad and so am I.

But the training location is my city and the duration is three and a half month and it encapsulates two biggies like the Valentine’s Day and her birth day. I am happy that togetherness is near. By the mid of next month, she will be here. It is yet to sink down into me. I am still not able to have it all. Let me tell you, it is a dream sorts and none the less…..distance relationships suck where in phone ringtones/vibrations are the beats your heart play, words are all you have got, distance is what remains from the start to the end, missing someone becomes habitual and common, being alone is no more a behavior but a nature, and many more………..and when it ends even for a day, you see where you were, what you have and what all you need from life to be alive.